25
Sep
2006
2nd Class Stamp
If I were to sum up my past month in a phrase, I would have to say I’ve felt like a second class stamp, I’m getting there but just not as fast as I’d like to be!
Humans tend just to want everything now, its a humanistic factor that annoys me, especially in my life, I annoy myself with wanting things to happen now, But thankfully we have a God that is not moved by Greed but rather by need!
Over the past while I’ve been uninvolving myself with a lot of things because my body is tired, my mind at times is a little weary and I Just need to be putting time into God and Family. Amy Losing her mum in March has certainly given us an eyeopener as to how much we depended on Jill, at times when the kids are hard work, first days at play school, they have all been tough and crappy days, God is restoring me I know but at the minute I feel a little battered.
I’ve been asking God this past week a lot of things but I just keep asking when will I feel I can be like a first class stamp again!
Orange tell us, the future is bright, and I know in God my future is bright, I know that Gods plan is big and great, but does anyone else experienced that when your knower is weary that its hard to see that?
Nothing inspirational today, just questions and a sore head, please pray!
